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Dejection March 20, 2008

Noun. Depression or lowness of spirits.

Today I heard a man on the radio saying that he did not know whether the war in Iraq was worth it, but that he was proud of his son, who had died saving another soldier. “That’s what soldiers do, they save lives”. I could tell he was still mourning and I was greatly surprised by the lack of resentment in his voice.

I wished for a moment that I could believe his argument. It was so well articulated, so honest. But the fact that good things can come out of catastrophes is not a good enough reason to justify this happening.

Today it’s five years since the start of the war in Iraq and there is nothing to celebrate. Instead, there are people all around the World wondering why it started in the first place and feeling unsure as to whether the situation is better now than it was before.

What can we do from the comfort of our houses where it’s warm and peaceful? What do we tell to those men and women who travel to the far east hoping to make a difference and to help iraqis rebuild their country? And what is there to say to those who have lost a loved one? The answers to these questions are hard and slightly alien to me.

No matter how much I might care about the situation in Iraq or how much it’s on the news, it still feels far away from me. This is bothering me, am I becoming less human? Maybe not, but I am definitely losing faith in politics. I feel so powerless.

 

Grueling March 19, 2008

Adj. Physically or mentally demanding to the point of exhaustion.

This is all you have, half a page. Consider yourself lucky.

Come on, you don’t have much time! Write your message! You better pick your words carefully, there’s a chance you won’t see them again, wouldn’t you hate to leave something important out? So, yeah, that’s right, keep thinking.

WHAT? You must know!!! I mean, there must be SOMEONE. I don’t know, someone you will miss, like a lover, or somebody you owe an apology to… this is your last chance!

Well, in that case then you could write about something, something you love or that you consider valuable… or maybe there’s something you would like to be remembered for. You don’t need to write a letter, you can simply write it about yourself, as if it was a diary page. It could just be a general goodbye to the world or maybe even a piece of advice…

God? you mean, to God? are you that kind of person? … sure, a letter to God, why not?. Just write something, you’re time is running out.

Time up, my friend. Here’s your envelope. Let’s go.

 

And the message was:

“I did it because nobody told me it was impossible”

 

Nebulous March 17, 2008

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Adj. Hazy, vague, indistinct, or confused.

yellow

Yellow has no definition of his own. I recall the day he found out. If only he had ignored that pedantic Dictionary!

Yellow went out for a coffee with Pink and Blue. Blue knew that wasn’t the best of combinations, but since work had been crazy in the past couple of weeks, Blue figured out this was a practical way to catch up with his two friends. Plus, he had just signed an advertising campaign for a well-known mobile phone company and he was dying to tell all his friends.

The three colours arrived punctually to the coffee shop on Spectrum Corner, ordered their beverages, same as always, and a couple of new chocolate indulgences. The atmosphere was cheerful and a friendlier than usual, especially between Pink and Yellow. They were all sharing news and stories when Dictionary entered the place.

Dictionary looked angry, a bit more than usual. ‘Maybe the letters have been playing misspelling again’ Yellow whispered. They all laughed, unable to understand how somebody so powerful, with such important matters at hand, could be so incredibly annoyed at a children’s game.

Blue grew worried, everybody knew that Pink could not whisper. What if she decided to tell some inappropriate joke as part of this conversation and it reached the wrong ears? He would soon find out as his worst fears came true. Dictionary made a sudden movement out of his chair and directed his steps towards the three scared colours. No argument with Dictionary had ever ended well and this one was no exception.

Dictionary spoke eloquently. His strong words, charged with anger and spite, addressed the colours one by one. He spoke fast, leaving no chance for them to answer back. Pink was used to making mistakes like this, she wasn’t that bothered about what Dictionary had to say. Blue was deeply concerned for Yellow, who in spite of his age, had never met Dictionary before. It might have been for this reason that Dictionary left him for the end of his impressive diatribe.

Few were the words that Dictionary spared on Yellow. Once he had finished with Blue, his second victim, he addressed Yellow by saying: “Yellow. Adjective. Of the colour between green and orange in the spectrum, a primary colour, complementary to blue. Coloured like ripe lemons or egg yolks” and left, without adding another word or waiting for a reaction.

Yellow was devastated. He did not say a word for the next two hours. Shocked at his own naivety. Being the brighter colour, he had always considered himself to be unique and independent from his brothers and sisters. Not even for a second did he imagine that he might not have a proper definition in the dictionary…

It was tragic, the day he found out. His brightness slowly faded for a few days. Until one morning, after the rain, he looked down upon the World and saw a little yellow flower, wearing a dew robe with pride. This little flower reminded him that he didn’t need to have a definition to be important and that, in fact, those lousy words weren’t enough to contain the greatness of his existence.

 

Flair March 16, 2008

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n. 1. A natural talent or aptitude; 2. Instinctive discernment; keenness; 3. Distinctive elegance or style. From Late Latin flāgrāre, alteration of Latin frāgrāre, “to emit an odor”.

 

Ladies and gentlemen,

Please sigh for the permissiveness of art. The space to be what I am not and to share what I hide makes art extremely valuable to me. Life can be good on stage, even though it might not necessarily be real. I guess this is a widely known little secret.

Today, I’m thinking about music, in fact, I am thinking of a particular song by a particular band. Nickelback’s latest single, Rockstar might be on the edge of real and fictional. The song satirises the motivations behind the pursuit of success in the world of rock music by describing some lifestyle elements associated with this profession. Needless to say, I think the song is brilliant but it does leave me wondering about the real motivation behind the song. Is this the kind of life Nickelback want to lead or is it merely a criticism? Maybe this is why it’s art.

JamesAtWar’s Rockstar spoof, Popstar, is probably less elaborated but just as critical and clever. The motivation behind the lyrics is a lot clearer in this case. High in comic value, the song certainly made me laugh even though it painfully reminded me of one of my favourite pop divas. This caused me a slight moment of panic, maybe I need to ask myself who is it I admire? and…for what reason?!

Music, such a powerful vehicle of communication, can do as much good as it can do bad. It can elevate us and express our own feelings better than we can ourselves. But it can also put us down or give us an unrealistic perspective of life. I’m not sure as to what extent I agree with the previous affirmations. Can we really blame the artist for our own interpretations of their work? Surely, that is our responsibility. Isn’t that part of the beauty of art?

 

Nocuous March 12, 2008

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Adj. From the Latin, nocere, “to hurt“. Likely to cause damage or injury.

Kiwi

Fact: fruits can kill. Nature will never cease to surprise me.

 

Lacuna March 11, 2008

Filed under: Perspective — c716 @ 4:44 pm
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A blank space; a missing part; a gap. From the Latin lacuna, “a cavity, a hollow,” from lacus, “a hollow.”

You. It’s always you. Wonderful, perfect and faithful you.

I miss you. It’s been a long time since we last met, remember? We talked about you and me, our plans and our dreams. We had dinner then watched the sun go down as we promised to live in hope, at least till we next met.

Today, I felt ready to see you again. Venturing down rainy hills and busy streets I went looking you. I tried the usual places with no success. With those messages you’ve been sending me in mind I walked, and walked and walked. But these clues didn’t seem to be enough, nor was my determination to find you or the humble realisation that I’m only half of me without you.

From this emptiness I write to you, just so you know that I am here, that I have changed and that I would love you to be part of my new reality.

You. I’m glad it’s you, and no one else but you.

 

Extempore March 7, 2008

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Extempore is from the Latin phrase ex tempore, “out of the time,” therefore “immediately, at the very time the occasion arises.”

It was simply blissful. I just asked the question.

Nothing happened for a moment. Then excitement followed the blank faces typical of those who need a minute to process information. I was grateful that my idea hadn’t been negatively judged but gleefully welcomed.

I spent the next six hours imagining what it was gonna be like, thinking about all the fun we were going to have and all the opportunities to become better friends. I had been missing it for a number of months and I couldn’t believe the opportunity was here again.

It was great while it lasted. That very same night I came across reality once again. Broken promises and disappointment were going to be the consequences of following my latest impulse. Suddenly I felt trapped… the responsible thing was to listen to reality and do as she advised but I didn’t want to.

After some introspective time, I had to take my proposal back and give some explanations. Yes, the conclusion was the opposite of what I wanted, which I find to be a peculiar aspect of being a grown up.